after 7 oh-my-god hours..

i'm supposed to be doing work.. whatever it was, i didnt do.
have been slacking in a little corner in the school building with no reception for the past 7 (ohmygod)hours.. talking cork and reading graphic novels..

then we were discussing about each other. and i learnt something more about myself, or i should say i finally admit and really want to change this habit of mine. the last-minute-ness and the unnesscery compromises of mine. to learn to be anal, to want the best to shine.

to not be content.
so as to grow.

its going to be hard. but let me try. i may go out of track and give up but help me change. scold me, whatever, push me.

i guess a break from work is good.
now i really want to work.

essay tonight (i mean to-morning), painting tomorrow, production design on sat and shoot on sunday.

no point being jealous, no point hiding. gotta face the world and strive!

god bless.

posted by xiaoqi.sq @ 1:50 AM