i need to connect a generator to my brain to supply RAM to run the program digital painting. every time i "click" on that program, the beachball of death appears in my head.. so much so that i want to do a painting of a wacom pen stuck into my head which is placed on a wacom tablet.

but that is so gore and i cant bloody paint blood. or i'll really do it.
then again, i'll go to sleep tonight and pray in my dreams i'll dream of what to do.

OH AND! everyone should know this.
and for the guys out there trying date a girl or just plain bringing your girl out.. or just a friendly gathering..

and it's not art house films, its UNDER THE TUSCAN SUN and Music and Lyrics, 2 beautiful narratives. :) anyone who wants the book "under the tuscan sun" can borrow from me.