I'm sorry

我是不是又得罪人了？

if i did I'm Sorry. i seem to be short-tempered and hot-headed these few weeks..
and if i did.. tell me, so i know, and give me a chance to explain and say sorry.

i'm not using my brains when i speak and i think i'm talking too much to cover my overwhelming emotions that are actually showing the more i talk.. (what an irony) but i can't stop talking.. (gaffer tape me someone!)

so if you need a person to talk to find me 'cos i really need chatting partners so i dont blabber and i actually put myself in use. :)

oh and those with secrets with me, dont worry.. i'm blabbering nonsense to everyone, so your secrets are still safe. hee..

and other then that i have to report to the Desp* Club that i'll be doing a film about it.. haha.. and i have a lovely team of girls now working hard on making the film come true.

and i'm finally. finally. going to push my lazy ass to work on my own script, to shoot "memory ride". and if i don't. someone, anyone, EVERYONE PUSH ME! hopeful it'll be done before i do my internship, which hopefully i'll be doing this summer with shooting gallery. i really want to shoot this and make this good. so at least there's something i can be proud of and talk about when people ask me what have i shot and i can show them. cos serious my works now are still not up to standard (but i'm improving!! must be positive!!).

so to everyone who feels the same way, 加油! Because if you're start from the bottom, the only way you can go is up! :)

and to all my stressed out film fellows, i know you're good! even if everything seems difficult and hard and just not going right.. 传到桥头自然直! god bless and all the best for your shoots! and my mugging friends, dont forget your meals! and remember to give your brain and eyes a break sometimes!

and here's a suddenly impulse to say, LOVE YOU ALL!
really. :)

posted by xiaoqi.sq @ 9:35 PM